things to do

Things to do in Cleveland -

• Relearn Music theory
• Exercise and workout
• Relearn guitar
• Get healthier
• Do other things...
  

cleveland

moving to cleveland, so sad.

oh, hey

getting my life back on track, atleast so I think so.
doctors say that they know whats wrong with me, they know what to do.
after years of searching for the answers, i simply get it within a month or two... funny.

good news for me.
i'm finally happy.

biopsies

i feel the cuts in my stomach, my face is tingling, and i don't know whats going on.
hopefully my stomach isn't bleeding inside =[

hm.

i don't mind being alone
i don't mind seeing that I'm here on my own
it's the choice that I've chosen
and maybe we're all opening our eyes
to the wise man inside
who gives answers to questions
and makes life a lesson
in hoping to the point of denial

all the way to the earth from the sky
newly made today so I sink when I fly
it's in the way that I walk crooked lines
gaining strength all the time
and by the ocean I'm told we'll all be the same
a thousand pieces of an ocean arriving and changing
wait for the day when we'll evaporate

i don't mind being scared
i don't mind seeing that I'm under-prepared
it's the life that I've chosen
and the way that it's going
shows that I ought to give into my thoughts,
the philosopher's prayer: please show me I'm here
so that I can be okay to go

all the way to the earth from the sky
newly made today so I sink when I fly
it's in the way that I walk crooked lines
gaining strength all the time
and by the ocean I'm told we'll all be the same
a thousand pieces of an ocean arriving and changing
wait for the day when we'll evaporate

we'll evaporate
we'll change someday

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i guess that i do miss talking to my friends.
i don't know if anyone has really made an effort to talk to me or anything because it seems like no one really has.

even the closest of friends haven't really done anything.
thinking about this makes me sad, but i forget about it later on during the day.
i guess that i'm in this deep hole that my life has dug up, and my friends forgot to try to pull me out of the hole? wait, does that make sense? hm.

as jimmy said, no one reads my blog. so i have no reason to worry about anyone being concerned.

i guess i just really miss jon, elaine, cathy, kt, ruth and others.

obama

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The man with the ultimate bladder.